Wealth and Poverty Abound for a Reason

It seems to me that I am completely numb to devastation and loss of human life. The earthquake in Haiti seems so distant. It is hard to comprehend. And yet, I don't think that any amount of images can destroy the wall of numbness I have created around myself. I think I figured out what the root of the numbness is, however. My selfish pride lurks around every corner seeking to devour any compassion that may have been left in my heart. I spend my days consumed in vanity, materialism, and utter selfishness. These things have caused me to set aside eternity and forget about the overall human condition. How can I sit back and not do something? I live amongst riches and wealth and I complain about money. I am rich. Besides my earthly possessions, I am rich in Christ. This is the only richness that will never be contained or depleted. The richness of Christ is abundant. Step outside my bank account. I am willing to give, Lord, because of your great mercy and love.

soggy leaves compose this typical college monday

Here in the silence of noise my thoughts unravel from today.
Do I appear to be something I am not in order to fill my proper image in others' minds?
Am I simply emulating what I see in those I strive to mirror?
Do my intentions become interrupted by my interior?
Then do my actions show my true self?
Do my desires boil over to action, or do I sit aimlessly without drive?
When does it end? When will I realize time scatters like thoughts as I walk home? These thoughts never encounter reality, but rather exist in a fleeting moment--gone with the leaves.

My First Post

So here it is! I have been wanting to have a blog for a while, and I just got around to it. I am not feeling like a real post, so I will just post this. Its not an inspiring moment, but rather a technologically advanced one. I hope to bring more words to the blog soon.